It Doesn't Matter To Him (With Beth Orton)

Song It Doesn't Matter To Him (With Beth Orton)
Artist John Grant
Album Gets Schooled

Lyrics

[00:15.780] If I think about it
[00:18.300] I am successful as it were
[00:21.870] I get to sing for lovely people
[00:25.670] all over this lovely world
[00:29.430] And I am no where near as awkward
[00:33.510] As I was when I was younger
[00:37.400] I guess I'M one of those guys
[00:40.950] Who gets better looking as they age
[00:45.490] And even though I have felt beaten down
[00:50.210] By constant doubt
[00:52.070] depression and confusion
[00:55.160] Brought about by people's actions
[00:59.000] death and tax forms
[01:01.010] I keep getting up
[01:03.390] And I am loves by all my friends and family
[01:08.580] though there have been
[01:10.690] lots of raised eyebrows
[01:13.360] and concerned glances lately
[01:18.290] It doesn't matter to him
[01:23.430] I could be anything
[01:25.870] But I could never win his heart again
[01:34.330] It doesn't matter to him
[01:38.760] He took away my triple A pass
[01:42.660] I am invisibe to him
[01:47.320] And now I feel the soft pink flesh
[01:51.060] of my heart hardening
[01:54.070] To the countless possibilities
[01:57.990] Contained within each day
[02:01.370] Vulnerability feels like
[02:04.940] A cold wet concrete room lit
[02:08.070] With florescent lighting
[02:12.280] Which as you know
[02:13.930] makes everything look bad
[02:16.960] I still keep trying to figure out
[02:20.930] how I became irrelevant
[02:24.070] How I got myself evicted
[02:27.810] From his heart from one day to the next
[02:32.580] And the worst part is
[02:35.300] That even if I got an answer right now
[02:40.280] It will not change anything
[02:43.510] because we have become two strangers
[02:50.130] It doesn't matter to him
[02:54.520] I could be anything
[02:57.270] But I could never win his heart again
[03:05.340] It doesn't matter to him
[03:09.960] He took away my triple A pass
[03:13.870] I am invisibe to him
[03:20.730] It doesn't matter to him
[03:24.760] I could be anything
[03:27.370] But I could never win his heart again
[03:34.140] It doesn't matter to him
[03:40.850] He took away my triple A pass
[03:44.210] I am invisibe to him
[04:05.500] end