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[00:12.02]I woke up from the same dream:
[00:15.27]falling backwards, falling backwards
[00:18.52]’til it turned me inside out.
[00:24.89]now i live a waking life
[00:27.82]of looking backwards, looking backwards;
[00:31.45]a model citizen of doubt.
[00:37.00]until one day i had enough
[00:40.19]of this exercise of trust.
[00:43.37]i leaned in and let it hurt,
[00:46.10]and let my body feel the dirt.
[00:49.38]when i break pattern, i break ground.
[00:52.50]i rebuild when i break down.
[00:56.12]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
[01:09.16]still i’m pinned under the weight
[01:12.14]of what i believed would keep me safe.
[01:15.42]so show me where my armor ends,
[01:18.56]show me where my skin begins.
[01:21.73]like a final puzzle piece
[01:24.82]it all makes perfect sense to me…
[01:28.19]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.
[01:34.69]the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me.
[01:51.40]i’ve been worried all my life,
[01:57.64]a nervous wreck most of the time.
[02:03.84]i’ve always been afraid of heights,
[02:36.20][02:33.11][02:29.97][02:07.15]of falling backwards, falling backwards.
[02:23.62][02:17.11][02:10.39]i’ve been worried all my life.
[02:42.17]until one day i had enough
[02:45.14]of this exercise of trust.
[02:48.28]i leaned in and let it hurt,
[02:51.07]and let my body feel the dirt.
[02:54.36]when i break pattern, i break ground.
[02:57.30]i rebuild when i break down.
[03:01.02]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
[03:07.63]still i’m pinned under the weight
[03:10.32]of what i believed would keep me safe.
[03:13.75]so show me where my armor ends,
[03:16.47]show me where my skin begins.
[03:20.10]like a final puzzle piece
[03:23.03]it all makes perfect sense to me…
[03:33.27][03:26.52]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.