[00:00.300]And now for the third part of four-part Late Night Tales story [00:03.550]"Flat of Angles" [00:04.840]Written by Simon Cleary [00:06.020]And read by me Benendict Cumberbatch [00:10.300]I just can't access my thoughts [00:11.550]Or put them into words [00:13.930]I think now my brain recycle been awaiting deletion [00:17.590]Still no reply to my text, I send to its ... [00:19.600]Oh, let me see [00:20.960]9:48, and it's now 10 o'clock [00:25.220]She hasn't texted to me in response [00:26.990]To my imploring, longing, yearning message [00:29.370]full of wiring sudden grief [00:31.310]Thus, morning! [00:32.450]How are you [00:34.910]I enjoyed our journey in the dark so can't wait this night! [00:39.170]Back at my place, looking forward to the gig tonight [00:42.020]what time can you get there? [00:43.300]Where is Rhythm Factory? [00:44.940]Have a great day! [00:47.380]Kiss. [00:50.100]As many questions as possible all crying out for response [00:52.840]surface lightness, reflective even [00:55.270]Asking after, referring to events our showing her I'm thinking of her [00:58.710]The kiss bow [01:01.380]That was contemplative for a good five minutes although we held hands briefly [01:05.170]Near McDonald's on the Earl's Court Road last night [01:07.200]I don't know that was to forward the kiss, too presumptuous now [01:10.330]But, her touch, sent a clean electric impulse through me [01:17.270]up my arm, into my brain [01:21.140]It cuts through the K, the sodium light [01:25.100]the rain I longed to protect her from my arms [01:30.310]Now he's check of the message this phone results [01:33.130]a little clutch of pain somewhere of the sanity is heart [01:35.740]The snails are climbing all over the wall in my bathroom [01:43.460]There is a bush outside the window [01:45.550]when it rains if I've left the window open [01:47.160]which I need to, sometimes [01:50.130]They crawl in [01:53.120]The iridescent tracery they leave on [01:54.660]Unknown journey sparkles in the bob light [01:58.460]I take a Tesco-bag glove and gather them, [02:01.660]bundle them out the window. [02:08.230]My time spend with you before the war. [02:14.570]She said she was going to Spain, hoped it wouldn’t rain, [02:16.890]heard it wouldn’t rain. I wanted to go too, [02:18.830]she said she was a solo traveler, [02:20.770]But it was her rule, [02:21.840]she goes on journeys alone. [02:22.780]With plenty to read. [02:24.930]I recommend some books, so that perhaps a thought of me would go with her. [02:27.690]Perhaps I am the only thought she had. [02:29.360]Or more probably, she never thought of me, as I did of her. [02:33.400]I wanted to say these things, [02:35.850]but there was always a wall around me, [02:37.960]I could never tell people how much they meant to me. [02:40.000]I could tell others how much I hated some people, [02:42.020]but could never even tell a friend I appreciated their company [02:44.920]until I’d had 10 cans, then it would descend into a stereotypical drunken [02:49.330]“You’re my best mate, you are.” [02:54.220]So we opened that bottle of absinthe, and sat on the couch. [02:58.720]I knocked a copy of The Face onto the floor, [03:01.010]and cleared away a few cans with my boots. [03:02.950]We turned to face each other there, [03:04.250]an my knee touched hers. [03:10.180]I looked at our knees together, [03:12.430]hers at the top of the black leather boots, hidden in grey woollen tights, [03:16.700]with little bobbles on them. [03:20.820]Her knee moved imperceptibly away, [03:24.160]but I felt it. [03:27.000]I looked up to her face [03:28.350]as she said “Drink a shot with me, and look me in the eye as you do.” [03:33.300]We did. [03:35.890]I didn’t feel the effect of the alcohol, [03:38.510]but her eyes gave me a warm glow, [03:42.940]I was swallowed by them, [03:45.410]as she swallowed the green liquid. [03:48.550]I couldn’t get enough. [03:50.870]We did it again and again. [03:54.920]Rinse, then repeat. [03:58.420]As needed. [04:02.970]Well, we were fabric for a drama bass night [04:05.870]we were about to bow about four [04:07.730]Just getting our coats, when we were [04:09.190]Tim getting some sorts of trouble [04:10.370]with the coat room attendant, he lost his ticket [04:11.680]She said "we'd have to wait until the end to get the coat [04:15.590]So we had to sit outside [04:17.220]by the meat market, in the freezing cold [04:19.770]At least wear our coats [04:21.570]Until 8, when it was finally over [04:23.800]Tim's was only coat hanging around in the middle of this desert [04:27.960]And then Tim, put his hand, in his jeans' pocket [04:31.770]and pulls out a sweat rubbish ruffled ticket [04:34.690]saying "I had it all along" [04:37.790]Doug, saw this, he just screws his hands up into his face [04:42.110]forces them to his side [04:43.900]shaking, grating his teeth, groaning [04:47.270]moving off slowly, muttering "fuuuuuuuu(ck)" [04:53.810]Oh no, my number will be on her phone. [04:58.130]They’ll know. [05:00.900]I need to get round there and delete the calls. [05:03.700]So it [05:11.050]Out of the strong, came forth sweetness. [05:16.640]It says that on the tins of Lyle’s Golden Syrup. [05:18.590]Have you ever noticed that? [05:20.350]It has a picture of a lion, dead, [05:21.860]surrounded by bees, buzzing around, [05:23.450]and feasting on the lion’s innards. [05:25.100]It is from a Biblical story, [05:26.360]someone was going somewhere, [05:27.350]saw the lion dead in the sunshine, [05:28.280]and carried on. [05:30.100]On his way back, [05:31.210]the bees had started to form a hive within the lion, [05:32.810]and were creating honey. [05:37.250]Hence out of the strong... [05:41.800]I have enough here to join her, to join the lion. [05:45.160]I can’t walk around the block once more, again. [05:50.050]I’ve been doing that for years, and I have never escaped. [05:57.820]I don’t even know why I’m doing it. [06:01.430]I’m going nowhere, like those snails, except out the window. [06:09.890]The streets are full of mercenary eyes. [06:12.360]Veins full of evil serum. [06:15.870]90 degrees from window. [06:18.810]Right down to its gables. [06:26.740]You've been listening to Late Night Tales [06:29.310]Music and stories worth staying up for. [06:32.020]