I can’t sleep
mind’sracing violently
starting to wonder
if I should accept defeat
I tried my best
I’ve given this all I can
but it wasn’t enough
now giving up
is all I’ve got left
Truth be told
been a mess awhile
a broken soul
is all that I know
I’ve held on
cause I’m in denial
that I can still be who I was and escape who I am
I can’t sleep
I’m buried beneath my sheets
tired of rejection
it’s taken the best of me
I close my eyes
and picture what I would write
for a reason
if I just stopped breathing tonight
Truth be told
been a mess forever
wish I could say
that I’m getting better
I held on till I wrote this letter
cause I’ll ever be who I was and escape who I am
Truth be told
wish that I’d stop shaking
I’ll make this call
hoping someone saves me
I’ll hold on
till the darkness takes me
cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am
if I could just find who I was I’d escape who I am