[00:36.24]I'm blessed, some might say I'm lucky [00:40.72]  [00:43.15]I'm blessed, some might say I'm lucky [00:46.12]Every since huffy, pockets on husky [00:49.08]Shawty don't trust me, I break hearts often [00:52.04]If you look at my pockets you a weight watcher [00:55.12]From a dishwasher to a kingpin [00:57.94]Remember how the scene end and how this thing is [01:01.07]Drugs backed in 'em mean them things in [01:04.05]Now it's duffle bags full of green men [01:07.22]I swear I ain't lying if my daddy hadn't died here [01:10.57]He'd tell ya I had em' hooked like Kareem did [01:13.51]Two kids later, I mature like fine wine in the ba*******t [01:18.43]Vino, different kind of pinot [01:20.63]Tried to stack c-note after c-note [01:22.99]I'm tryna make it count like a free throw at the free throw [01:26.07]Line, it's a thin one between [01:28.54]Getting high and committing crimes [01:30.50]Let a ******* live [01:31.98]I've been locked up more rapping than I did tryna get a brick [01:35.95](******* this *******t) [01:37.90]  [02:02.22]I remember when I believed in me [02:06.05]What am I supposed to do? [02:08.68]Uh, now when the ones that didn't see me [02:12.05]They want a verse or two [02:14.24]*******t, what am I supposed to do? [02:16.20]Put 'em in a ******* hearse or two [02:18.65]I'm the illest, I wrote that *******t in cursive too [02:21.88]And I smoke just to ease the pain [02:24.71]So hungry I used to try to eat the rain [02:28.05]Well at least until the pizza came [02:31.20]Or at least until polices came [02:34.16]Undercovers outside my momma yard [02:37.13]And all the guns is in Kesha's name [02:40.68]In Jesus's name I pray [02:42.75]I say that a couple times a day [02:45.33]When it's time to eat, when it's time to lay [02:48.37]And when it's daytime it ain't my time of day, uh [02:52.78]  [03:16.37]I heard my little big cousin mad at me [03:19.98]I call him little big cause he younger than me [03:23.29]But he big, he was the high school team captain [03:26.47]Didn't graduate but sometimes things happen [03:29.38]And whatever happen that was the worst day [03:32.41]Who know what was going on in the first place [03:35.67]I love and helped raise my ******* [03:38.08]This year forgot to call him on his birthday [03:41.59]It's hard to explain my new lifestyle [03:44.72]A partner lockdown, got a phone and an iPod [03:48.01]He called to tell me happy new years [03:51.30]I had to tell him *******, it's March [03:53.90]We had similar stars [03:55.35]But I ain't figured his part [03:56.87]They had dough and we didn't [03:58.55]How did it dissolve, alka-seltzer [04:01.53]This is the outroduction [04:03.37]*******s stab you in your back like acupuncture [04:07.08]