I feel the knife is cutting slow
I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly
I feel like I am letting go
I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me
I feel like you deserve to know
I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me
That I'll get you high and leave you low
But I have no shame in pleading guilty
I damage like a savage
Ruin beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage
My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to **** up again
I ****ed up again  I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I ****ed us again I killed our love true
Tore our world apart and only hurt you
My head is filled with disease
I told you you were warned from the ****ing start
My heart is black and empty
I told you when our love died  it's my fault
My body is cold and bleeding
And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done
Without you here with me
I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won
I damage like a savage
Ruin beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage
My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to **** up again
I ****ed up again
I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I ****ed us again  I killed our love true
Tore our world apart and only hurt you
Damaged from no recovery
My pain burned into your memory
I'm drowning in a sea of misery
Will anyone come and save me?
I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go……
I feel like you… deserve to know
That I'll get you high… and I'll leave you low
I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go…
I feel like you…deserve to know
That I'll get you high…and I'll leave you low