Emily's First Communion

	[ti:emily's first communion]
	[ar:hotelbooks]
	[al:]
[00:16.99]	I watched the sun set in your eyes for the last time.
[00:24.47]	I thought you died that night.
[00:31.15]	You called me to tell me you wouldn’t survive.
[00:40.10]	I heard the wind blowing through your hair.
[00:51.34]	I would’ve given anything to be there.
[00:56.89]	I could have sworn that I was.
[01:02.28]	It’s not that I want to die, I just want to disappear.
[01:23.39]	Do you think that I still dream of you or long for the warmth that your body would provide?
[01:38.06]	Winter has never felt like it lasted for so long,
[01:45.61]	but I’ve grown used to the cold,
[01:49.16]	and I know that you see there’s no warmth where you are.
[01:53.23]	So I embrace the parts of myself that I long to change.
[02:01.37]	Is this the face that you were waiting to see?
[02:06.96]	I embrace the parts that I hate because they remind me of when we were nearly the same.
[02:09.58]	Find me where eyes are afraid to meet,
[02:13.42]	where held hands can cripple fingers.
[02:17.03]	That’s how strong our love could be.
[02:20.41]	But I’m still so scared.
[02:24.11]	I am so scared by the things I cannot see.
[02:30.78]	Like the simple idea I don’t keep you up at night with a smile tickling of your m
[02:44.81]	Share my collapse, there’s enough weight here to bury us both.
[02:51.65]	It’s just another dream.

	ti: emily' s first communion
	ar: hotelbooks
	al:
[00:16.99]	I watched the sun set in your eyes for the last time.
[00:24.47]	I thought you died that night.
[00:31.15]	You called me to tell me you wouldn' t survive.
[00:40.10]	I heard the wind blowing through your hair.
[00:51.34]	I would' ve given anything to be there.
[00:56.89]	I could have sworn that I was.
[01:02.28]	It' s not that I want to die, I just want to disappear.
[01:23.39]	Do you think that I still dream of you or long for the warmth that your body would provide?
[01:38.06]	Winter has never felt like it lasted for so long,
[01:45.61]	but I' ve grown used to the cold,
[01:49.16]	and I know that you see there' s no warmth where you are.
[01:53.23]	So I embrace the parts of myself that I long to change.
[02:01.37]	Is this the face that you were waiting to see?
[02:06.96]	I embrace the parts that I hate because they remind me of when we were nearly the same.
[02:09.58]	Find me where eyes are afraid to meet,
[02:13.42]	where held hands can cripple fingers.
[02:17.03]	That' s how strong our love could be.
[02:20.41]	But I' m still so scared.
[02:24.11]	I am so scared by the things I cannot see.
[02:30.78]	Like the simple idea I don' t keep you up at night with a smile tickling of your m
[02:44.81]	Share my collapse, there' s enough weight here to bury us both.
[02:51.65]	It' s just another dream.