I Took A Long Hard Look - Belle and Sebastian

I  took  a  long  hard  look
At the heroes of my youth
And their antics on the page they're on
Can no longer sustain me

Ever since I was a boy

They brought me joy
But the shackles of the way I was
Can no longer contain me
It was exciting
And enlightening
Reverberating through my dreams
Goodbye to reality
And set a course for wayward schemes

Now I can't sing
I can't feel

I don't know what is real
I was travelling through the past for years
Tell me what's my destination
Now the past is gone
I don't even have a song

We've not sung before
To a closing door
Tell me what's my situation
I saw the film
I lived the book
I got the haircut
That's all it took

But now I know it's going to take
A little more now I'm awake

I took along hard look
Now I'm waiting for the phone to ring

I glance at the inbox
Is there any tantalizing mail there in
There was lust in my restless heart
But now I know what true love means
Goodbye to reality
And set sail for dreamsy