[00:07.191]Darkness -Tarja Turunen
[00:48.505]I'm scared of swimming in the sea
[00:51.251]Dark shapes moving under me
[00:54.567]Every fear I swallow makes me small
[01:00.255]Inconsequential things occur
[01:03.190]Alarms are triggered
[01:04.943]Memories stir
[01:06.815]It's not the way it has to be
[01:12.67]I'm afraid of what I do not know
[01:15.255]I hate being undermined
[01:18.130]I'm afraid I can be devil man
[01:20.941]And I'm scared to be divine
[01:24.442]Don't mess with me my fuse is short
[01:27.254]Beneath this skin these fragments caught
[01:31.124]When I allow it to be
[01:36.502]There's no control over me
[01:43.66]I have my fears
[01:49.190]But they do not have me
[01:59.05]Walking through the undergrowth
[02:02.251]To the house in the woods
[02:10.753]The deeper I go the darker it gets
[02:22.497]I peer through the window
[02:28.857]Knock at the door
[02:32.873]And the monster I was
[02:36.251]So afraid of
[02:40.499]Lies curled up on the floor
[02:49.625]Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
[03:01.624]I cry until I laugh
[03:12.60]I'm afraid of being mothered
[03:14.876]With my balls shut in the pen
[03:17.937]I'm afraid of loving women
[03:20.688]And I'm scared of loving men
[03:24.312]Flashbacks coming in every night
[03:27.184]Don't tell me everything's alright
[03:31.60]When I allow it to be
[03:35.248]It has no control over me
[03:43.121]I own my fear
[03:48.811]So it doesn't own me
[03:59.07]Walking through the undergrowth
[04:02.181]To the house in the woods
[04:10.557]The deeper I go the darker it gets
[04:22.747]I peer through the window
[04:28.995]Knock at the door
[04:32.871]And the monster I was
[04:36.435]So afraid of
[04:40.182]Lies curled up on the floor
[04:49.558]Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
[05:01.622]I cry until I laugh