My brain is split in two One half is far away Far across the world Close to the water And I need to find a way To reconnect in the new year And I need to find a way For you to come back here Look what I did again I left you and I ran away You should be used to the metaphor I'm a loose ship with old age And I'm going out to sea I need to see what I got in me But now I know what I didn't do It took me so long now I feel it too