[00:02.00]The Amity Affliction - I Hate Hartley
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[00:14.97]Seems life forever,
[00:19.09]like forever
[00:22.58]since i tore myself apart
[00:26.77]and left my friends in the wake
[00:30.60]of countless tears and fading life.
[00:37.51]when i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead
[00:40.86]and the lives i touch
[00:43.06]its one year on now
[00:44.82]one year on, one year on
[00:48.48]still i struggle with the same demons
[00:52.02]i shed as i laid there lost in my head
[00:55.81]lost in my head
[00:59.65](lost in this goddamn hospital bed)
[01:03.07]i'm not the same man and i don't dare try
[01:06.77](try to uncover all the darkness i hide)
[01:10.35]its like my demons are my lovers
[01:20.25]but i've got friends by my side
[03:05.33][01:24.79]i've got hope in my eyes
[03:08.60][01:28.10]and dreams to aspire too
[03:12.40][01:31.80]and the whole wide world to watch below
[03:15.88][01:35.48](and death won't be my lover
[03:34.12][03:19.65][01:39.52]i've got so much left to give
[03:37.54][03:23.28][01:42.68]and take my life with subtle steps
[03:40.40][01:45.75]instead of not wanting all that is left)
[01:56.07]instead of trying to take my own life
[02:02.95]its one year on
[02:05.52]and i'm stronger, i want to live much longer
[02:10.89]not grow old and bitter
[02:14.60]and not jaded
[02:16.26]and not hate what life gave me
[02:19.65]let the fear wash away
[02:23.70]let the demons blunt their claws
[02:27.32]on a life that's full of mistakes
[02:30.73]but always searching for much more
[02:52.48][02:45.15][02:37.19]i won't die defeated
[02:59.43]i won't die
[03:01.00]cause i've got friends by my side
[03:26.36]instead of not wanting all that is left
[03:30.04]no death won't be my lover