As I lie awake my mind's given away And all I feel is bad for bothering you And I feel the pain from my heart and my brain Fade away, fade away, fade away Fade away, fade away, fade away . And as I lie to my friends To pass it never ends And it stays 'til the future comes . And I feel reborn like a baby Except now I'm not treated like a child And I just keep hoping that maybe You'll fade away, fade away, fade away Fade away, fade away, fade away . Let me die in this bed That I made it is not your fault That I made it, it's not your fault Don't feel bad 'cause it's not your fault