Life has betrayed me once again I accept that some things will never change I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony And it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity Yes, I am falling how much longer till I hit the ground? I can't tell you why I'm breaking down Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone? Have I really lost control? I'm coming to en end I've realised what I could have been I can't sleep so I take a breath And hide behind my bravest mask I admit I've lost control lost control