[00:29.22]It's okay in the day I'm staying busy [00:35.72]Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he [00:42.35]Got so sick of crying [00:45.79]So just lately [00:49.42]When I catch myself I do a 180 [00:57.25]I stay up clean the house [00:59.87]At least I'm not drinking [01:03.75]Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking [01:10.36]That silent sense of content [01:13.60]That everyone gets [01:17.72]Just disappears soon as the sun sets [02:47.97][01:51.26][01:23.68] [01:25.21]This face in my dreams seizes my guts [02:52.75][01:28.80]He floods me with dread [02:56.54][01:32.19]Soaked in soul [02:58.64][01:34.30]He swims in my eyes by the bed [03:03.31][01:39.24]Pour myself over him [03:06.73][01:42.23]Moon spilling in [03:32.07][03:25.11][03:18.04][03:11.01][01:46.89]And I wake up alone [01:54.01]If I was my heart [01:55.64]I'd rather be restless [01:59.68]The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless [02:06.38]This ache in my chest [02:09.90]As my day is done now [02:13.50]The dark covers me and I cannot run now [02:21.73]My blood running cold [02:24.22]I stand before him [02:28.80]It's all I can do to assure him [02:34.59]When he comes to me [02:37.50]I drip for him tonight [02:41.85]Drowning in me we bathe under blue light [02:49.33]His face in my dreams seizes my guts