[00:00.348]I'm still not ****ing over it!
[00:05.437]You play like violins in a broken ****ing symphony
[00:10.187]And I know this hurts for you, but I have no ****ing sympathy
[00:14.950]Infectious cold, I've spent living with neglect
[00:19.032]Yet I still can't let you go, and I'm still not ****ing over it
[00:26.850]I know my suffering's what keeps you alive
[00:30.880]And I know you ****ing love it
[00:34.321]Six years I fell for this, disguised in ****ing misery
[00:39.006]My sinking ship, will you be the ****ing death of me?
[00:43.681]You breathe only in withered lies, your perversion of distrust
[00:47.637]Now another full-length down and we're still not ****ing over this
[00:54.599]And when your eyes become the looking glass
[00:59.884]Through which only reflect the ****ing past
[01:05.122]Conceived in poignant everlasting despair
[01:10.309]You fell in love with the evil that you bare
[01:14.372]I can't forgive, I can't forget
[01:18.671]This dream was ours, but you ripped it to shreds!
[01:23.971]There's no escape, I can't reflect
[01:28.470]The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat
[01:33.674]You traded everything for a life of broken promises
[01:38.063]At 23, I've fallen out when you left me with this bitterness
[01:43.282]A frame of glass, and a love that's built on sorrow
[01:47.198]Is a see-through coffin for a heart that beats so hollow
[01:54.765]I know this eats you alive
[02:04.025]That which doesn't kill you just ****s with your mind
[02:11.613]I can't forgive, I can't forget
[02:16.669]This dream was ours, but you ripped it to shreds!
[02:20.951]There's no escape, I can't reflect
[02:26.247]The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat
[02:30.421]I will stay with you and cut right through
[02:34.624]Through the essence of all that once was "like new" (once was new)
[02:40.765]Out of place and you turned away
[02:44.036]Leaving nothing but the mess that you made (mess you made)
[02:50.227]For too long I have lived just another slave bound by your torment
[02:54.848]But I am not afraid anymore
[02:56.987]I am not your ****ing puppet!
[03:15.699]The snow has turned to rain, and now I hope you're ****ing happy
[03:23.745]I can't forgive, I can't forget
[03:28.295]This dream was ours, but you ripped it to shreds!
[03:32.671]There's no escape, I can't reflect
[03:37.989]The distance kills me, but your presence's a threat
[03:41.880]I will stay with you and cut right through
[03:46.243]Through the essence of all that once was "like new" (once was new)
[03:52.310]Out of place and you turned away
[03:55.932]Leaving nothing but the mess that you made (mess you made)
[04:01.823]Six years I fell for this dead look on your face
[04:05.937]When the rain has washed away, what will be underneath?
[04:10.206]A midnight breeze of chilled unease, when we began amiss
[04:14.893]The haunting scent of autumn makes a scornful heart resist
[04:19.466]A longing bliss in carnal stints of thighs gracing betwixt your hips
[04:24.502]The harvest moon drapes aloft these graven, tattered crypts
[04:29.635]Please, just let me let you go
[04:32.944]And kiss the life from my lips
[04:37.298]To show me a love not even death can resist
[04:42.120]Move!
[04:44.447]I am the boy with a thorn in his side!
[04:49.604]And I'm still not ****ing over it