I admit that I'm unprepared Staring into the face of death And with my hand across my chest I swear that I'm not ready for the test Not yet Not yet Not yet I'm not ready yet I fear I've missed a chance I've lived a fearful life I said I wanted to die I called to you at night I cried to you but it was in greed When I was alone when I was in need Not yet Not yet Not yet You'll not have me yet I've found a love I've found a home No longer lost no longer alone I promise now I won't call for you Embrace the life that I owe to you Not yet Not yet Not yet I'm not ready yet Not yet Not yet Not yet I'm not ready yet In the final hour all will be said and done And all I know is that the hour will come