[00:00.00]How Will I Make It -Big L I
[00:00.470]Aiyo some people was born in heaven
[00:02.830]With a silver spoon in they mouth
[00:04.640]And had everything taken to them
[00:06.320]On a silver platter
[00:07.570]And never had to work hard for nothing
[00:09.630]Then there are some people
[00:10.820]Who was born in the opposite world of those
[00:13.510]Was born heaven which is called hell
[00:15.870]And had to work hard for everything they got
[00:18.180]And never had nothing taken to them
[00:20.390]And never will it's real
[00:22.240]I'm only at the age of ten
[00:23.920]And life already seems to me
[00:25.670]Like was heading to a dead end
[00:27.540]Cause my mom was smoking mad crack
[00:29.660]My pops went out for a fast snack
[00:31.660]And never brought his a**back
[00:33.80]Nobody knows how I feel
[00:34.580]It's quite I'll that I have to steal
[00:36.510]To fill my stomach with a nice meal
[00:38.580]Too ashamed to walk the streets
[00:40.140]Wearing the same cheap sneaks
[00:41.760]And dirty outfit for weeks
[00:43.880]Even my holidays got damaged
[00:46.60]Cause on christmas I aksed Santa
[00:47.650]For a father and a hot sandwich
[00:49.650]I just can't take it
[00:51.890]And everyday I aks myself
[00:53.520]How will I make it
[00:54.700]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[00:58.130]And how will I make it
[00:59.380]I won't that's how
[01:00.390]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[01:03.260]And how will I make it
[01:04.760]I won't that's how
[01:05.690]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[01:08.840]And how will I make it
[01:10.150]I won't that's how
[01:11.220]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[01:14.390]And how will I make it
[01:15.710]I won't that's how
[01:16.890]Five years past by now I'm on the age of fifteen
[01:19.820]No more fun and games it's time to get cream
[01:22.130]Cause I'm about to burst my life was cursed
[01:24.940]I went to church prayed everyday
[01:26.400]But everything still got worse
[01:27.710]Soon I ran in to a couple of guns
[01:29.900]Started stalking the streets late
[01:31.330]Robbing suckers for funds
[01:32.610]Now everyday I creep with the heat
[01:34.740]Ain't nothing sweet
[01:35.740]I rob for me if I don't steal I don't eat
[01:38.00]Then I lost control and started going too far
[01:40.510]Robbed this brother named Umar
[01:42.60]And got snatched by the blue car
[01:44.60]Where I grew up it was a living hell
[01:46.300]Then I started to realise
[01:47.550]I'm better off in a prison cell
[01:49.300]Now I can sleep now I can eat
[01:51.360]Can't hit skinz but I wasn't hitting skinz
[01:53.420]While I was in the streets
[01:54.850]Aiyo I just can't take it
[01:57.160]And everyday I aks myself
[01:59.100]How will I make it
[02:00.220]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[02:03.510]And how will I make it
[02:04.760]I won't that's how
[02:05.700]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[02:08.690]And how will I make it
[02:10.190]I won't that's how
[02:11.190]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[02:14.310]And how will I make it
[02:15.620]I won't that's how
[02:16.680]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[02:19.800]And how will I make it
[02:21.170]I won't that's how
[02:22.300]Doing time was full of stress G
[02:24.410]All the fightings and stabbings
[02:26.160]And men finding men sexy
[02:27.790]One tried to test me didn't find it humerous
[02:30.30]Beat him with a pillowcase skilled with cans of tuna fish
[02:33.120]My time came to a cease
[02:34.860]I'm back on the streets again
[02:36.360]I hope I won't get snatched by the beast again
[02:38.740]But it's getting crazy hectic
[02:40.560]Cause I'm broke and up naked
[02:41.870]In cagitive jar cause of my jail record
[02:44.120]Before you know I was robbing them Saint Ducks
[02:46.680]Even started robbing homeless folks for their change cups
[02:49.590]My whole life was deserted
[02:51.340]Either I'ma go back to jail or get murdered
[02:53.780]But do I deserve it
[02:55.90]All I try to do was live the one life that I got
[02:57.960]But it seems that I can't get a fair shot
[03:00.820]I just can't take it
[03:02.710]And everyday I aks myself
[03:04.520]How will I make it
[03:05.700]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[03:09.200]And how will I make it
[03:10.390]I won't that's how
[03:11.390]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[03:14.510]And how will I make it
[03:15.880]I won't that's how
[03:16.880]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[03:19.880]And how will I make it
[03:21.180]I won't that's how
[03:22.190]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[03:25.300]And how will I make it
[03:26.680]I won't that's how
[03:28.120]Word up man it's real rough out here man
[03:30.740]In the ghetto all that remains for us is
[03:32.280]Wait for a better tomorrow
[03:33.160]But it gets no better it's only getting worse
[03:35.840]Word up