[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [01:00.44]So this is it... [01:01.76]This is what I wished for [01:03.07]Just isn't how I envisioned it [01:05.04]Famed to the point of imprisonment [01:07.12]I just thought the shit'd be different [01:09.14]But something changed [01:10.14]The minute that I got a whiff of it [01:12.07]I started to inhale it [01:13.38]Smell it [01:13.94]Started sniffin' it [01:15.05]And it became my cocaine [01:16.92]I just couldn't quit [01:18.09]I just wanted a little bit [01:19.25]Then it turned me (in) to a monster [01:21.38]I became a hypocrite [01:22.59]Concert after concert [01:24.51]I was raking in the dough [01:25.98]Rolling in green [01:26.84]Had the game hemmed up [01:28.20]Like a sewing machine [01:29.87]But I was losing my freedom [01:31.44]There was no where for me [01:32.81]To not go and be seen [01:34.36]And just go and be me [01:35.77]And there was no in-between [01:37.24]You either loved it or hate it [01:38.91]Every CD critics gave it a 3, then 3 [01:41.75]Years later, they'd go back and re-rate it [01:44.07]And call the Slim Shady LP the greatest [01:46.70]The Marshall Mathers was a classic [01:48.52]The Eminem Show was fantastic [01:50.69]But Encore just didn't have the caliber to match it [01:53.46]I guess enough time just ain't passed, yet [01:55.69]A couple more years, that shit'll be ill-matic [01:58.58]And eight years later, I'm still at it [02:00.75]Divorce, re-married [02:02.01]A felon [02:02.72]A father [02:03.33]Sleeping pill addict [02:04.75]And this is real talk [02:06.11]I feel like the Incredible Hulk [02:07.98]My back has been broke, and I can still walk [02:10.26]So be careful what you wish for [02:12.35]'Cause you just might get it [02:14.06]And if you get it then you just might not know [02:17.16]What to do wit' it, 'cause it might just [02:19.18]Come back on you ten-fold [02:21.72]I said [02:22.07]Be careful what you wish for [02:23.98]'Cause you just might get it [02:25.55]And if you get it then you just might not know [02:28.74]What to do wit' it, 'cause it might just [02:30.96]Come back on you ten-fold [02:33.34]I got a letter from a fan, that said [02:35.21]He's been praying for me [02:36.93]Every day and for some reason [02:38.55]It's been weighing on my mind heavy [02:40.48]'Cause I don't read every [02:41.97]Letter I get, but something told me to go ahead and open it, but [02:45.35]Why would someone pray for you when they don't know you? [02:48.03]You didn't pray for me when I was local [02:50.25]And as I lay these vocals [02:51.77]I think of all the shit I had to go through [02:53.90]Just to get to where I'm at [02:55.51]I've already told you at least [02:57.18]A thousand times in these rhymes [02:58.85]I appreciate the prayer, but I've already got [03:01.12]God on my side [03:02.24]And it's been one hell of a ride, hasn't it? [03:04.41]Just watchin' it from an opposite standpoint [03:07.14]Man, boy's got to look [03:08.46]Nuts [03:09.37]And that's the only word I can think of right now [03:12.35]On how [03:13.21]To describe the shit [03:14.37]This is like a vibe you get [03:15.69]Go ahead and bob to it [03:17.15]Just watch what you wish for, 'cause I got the shit [03:19.99]So be careful what you wish for