[00:07.590]The weight came and went and took my will to live [00:11.990]Spoiled by defeat, forced to drown in what's left of me [00:17.540]That's when breathing became routine [00:21.830]And I could feel myself fading [00:30.490]No direction, I am a compass [00:36.150]Constantly spinning [00:42.290]Constantly searching for the end [00:47.600]Never reaching our destination [00:51.800]But the goal was never when [00:52.000]Or where [00:52.330]Or who... [00:56.140]It was only you [00:58.700]I appeared in your arms as if I had been born there [01:04.870]You promised you'd never let me go [01:09.140]But I don't know what I believe anymore [01:20.580]Affection allowed me to let the light in [01:26.900]The fear made me whole again [01:31.060]Help me rebuild my broken bones [01:35.920]Help me regain my sanity [01:39.810]But with caution always present [01:42.120]Our pasts manifest themselves [01:45.070]And we act as if this is what we deserve [01:55.000]But I refuse to fail again [02:06.300]I'd force my ghost to write your name in the flowers on my grave [02:15.590]I watched the world give up on me [02:23.130]I used to spend my nights praying for air in my bloodstream [02:31.910]Now I long to feel your breath pass throughout my arteries [02:39.490]The goal was never when [02:45.260]Or where [02:46.160]Or who... [02:48.840]It was only you [02:51.590]I appeared in your arms as if I had been born there [02:57.960]You promised you'd never let me go [03:02.270]But I don't know what I believe anymore [03:14.920]Fill me with your faith and let me leave [03:51.070]I'm scratching at my skin to take my mind [03:56.030]Off the absence we've created [04:02.040]The lines blur together like the veins in my arms [04:11.420]And I wish I wasn't so alone [04:16.030]You are the difference between hell and home