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As far back as I can remember |
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The failure was always there |
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It was the only real companion that I have ever had |
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Not meant to live like this |
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Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle |
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And I am being bled dry by my conviction |
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I've spent my life trying to find my confidence |
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And found absolutely nothing |
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Life is a lost cause |
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Too weak to carry on |
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I wish I'd never met who I once was |
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Not meant to live like this |
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Pursuing the love in all that I have lost |
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But I have left myself neglected |
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Deserted from the start |
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Longing for a chance to wander |
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A chance to chase my aspiration |
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When you're devoid of feeling |
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You just do as you're told |
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Hatred is exhausting |
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But it's all I'll ever know |