I wrestle with my thoughts at night Anchored to the ropes I tied myself mhmm Heaviness in both my legs Like I walked a thousand mile a day mhmm If I could stand on top of my world I'd still be looking up At the stars that I can never touch When a sky full of tears falls to the earth I gotta believe we're healing now Now before you give up, before it gets worse I have to believe we're healing now Healing now, Healing now, Healing now From where I stand it's hard to see What anyone has to offer me today mhmm Courage comes from letting go And loving everything you fear away ohh I dream about war I live without peace A cell without bars Free air I can't breathe I choose to believe In the face of my doubts I Am what I See I Am healing now