kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes i can't believe them myself and i decided i was never coming down. just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see. but i watched it way too long and that dot was pulling me down i was up above it. now i'm down in it well shut up so what what does it matter now. i was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground. and everything i never liked about you is kind of seeping into me. try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out (" i guess the jokes on me," she said) i was up above it. now i'm down in it i used to be so big and strong. i used to know my right from wrong. i used to never be afraid. i used to be somebody. i used to have something inside. now just this hole that's open wide. i used to want it all. i used to be somebody i'll cross my heart and hope to die but the needle's already in my eye. and all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why. and what i used to think was me is just a fading memory i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye." i was up above it. now i'm down in it