It\'s late at night and the worlds asleep
And I\'m trying not to think
I take some pills cus my mind bleeds
I\'m thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know about honesty
Is every lie I told that you believed


I\'m afraid to be alone
I\'m afraid that one day you\'ll find out


And you\'ll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You\'ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I\'m too afraid to come clean
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards


Now I can\'t look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just can\'t cus


I\'m afraid to be alone
I\'m afraid that one day you\'ll find out

And you\'ll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You\'ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I\'m too afraid to come clean
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards


It\'s such a shame what I\'ve become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cus I\'m trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn\'t me
Oh isn\'t me...
No!


And you\'ll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You\'ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I\'m too afraid to come clean
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards
(You\'ll) You\'ll be amazed
(You\'ll) You\'ll be amazed