[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:02.38] [00:33.42]Am I the only one I know, [00:39.26]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [00:44.81]Shadows will scream that I'm alone. [00:58.29] [01:06.85]I-I-I I've got a migraine and my pain will range from up, down, and sideways, [01:11.19]Thank God it's Friday 'cause Fridays will always, [01:13.66]Be better than Sundays 'cause Sundays are my suicide days, [01:16.54]I don't know why they always seem so dismal, [01:19.14]Thunderstorms, clouds, snow, and a slight drizzle, [01:21.87]Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed, [01:24.58]Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head, [01:27.42]Let it be said what the headache represents, [01:29.87]It's me defending in suspense, [01:31.61]It's me suspended in a defenseless test, [01:33.32]Being tested by a ruthless examiner [01:35.68]That's represented best by my depressing thoughts, [01:41.47]I do not have writer's block, [01:43.26]My writer just hates the clock, [01:44.26]It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead, [01:47.71]And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head. [01:49.96]Am I the only one I know, [01:55.37]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [02:00.71]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [02:05.62]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [02:16.61]Yeah, yeah, yeah [02:23.01]I am not as fine as I seem, pardon, [02:25.80]Me for yelling, I'm telling you green gardens, [02:28.43]Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me, [02:31.19]A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees, [02:33.96]Freeze frame please, let me paint a mental picture portrait, [02:36.04]Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead, [02:39.36]And how it is a door that holds back contents, [02:42.12]That make Pandora's Box's contents look non-violent, [02:45.20]Behind my eyelids are islands of violence, [02:47.56]My mind's ship-wrecked, this is the only land my mind could, [02:50.32]Find, I did not know it was such a violent island, [02:53.04]Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions, [02:55.80]They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin, [02:58.42]And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win, [03:01.04]I begin to assemble what weapons I can find, [03:03.85]'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind. [03:06.96]Am I the only one I know, [03:12.46]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [03:17.81]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [03:22.73]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [03:33.80]Yeah, yeah, yeah [03:40.49]And I will say that we should take a day to break away, [03:42.80]From all the pain our brain has made, [03:44.51]The game is not played alone. [03:45.82]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it, [03:48.34]And keep it frozen and know that, [03:49.69]Life has a hopeful undertone. [03:51.20]And I will say that we should take a day to break away, [03:53.61]From all the pain our brain has made, [03:55.29]The game is not played alone. [03:56.59]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it, [03:59.11]And keep it frozen and know that, [04:00.52]Life has a hopeful undertone. [04:02.03]Am I the only one I know, [04:07.41]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [04:13.09]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [04:17.99]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [04:28.74]We've made it this far [04:33.84]We've made it this far