[00:00.58]Am I the only one I know, [00:05.33]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [00:11.17]Shadows will scream that I'm alone. [00:16.63] [00:27.99]I-I-I I've got a migraine and my pain will range from up, down, and sideways, [00:33.24]Thank God it's Friday 'cause Fridays will always, [00:35.91]Be better than Sundays 'cause Sundays are my suicide days, [00:38.99]I don't know why they always seem so dismal, [00:41.48]Thunderstorms, clouds, snow, and a slight drizzle, [00:44.32]Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed, [00:46.74]Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head, [00:49.88]Let it be said what the headache represents, [00:52.20]It's me defending in suspense, [00:53.80]It's me suspended in a defenseless test, [00:55.72]Being tested by a ruthless examiner [00:58.14]That's represented best by my depressing thoughts, [01:03.70]I do not have writer's block, [01:05.24]My writer just hates the clock, [01:06.29]It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead, [01:09.50]And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head. [01:11.82] [01:12.14]Am I the only one I know, [01:17.40]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [01:22.85]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [01:27.62]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [01:35.61]Yeah, yeah, yeah [01:40.70] [01:45.00]I am not as fine as I seem, pardon, [01:47.62]Me for yelling, I'm telling you green gardens, [01:50.20]Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me, [01:53.70]A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees, [01:55.59]Freeze frame please, let me paint a mental picture portrait, [01:58.52]Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead, [02:01.28]And how it is a door that holds back contents, [02:04.80]That make Pandora's Box's contents look non-violent, [02:06.89]Behind my eyelids are islands of violence, [02:09.78]My mind's ship-wrecked, this is the only land my mind could, [02:12.50]Find, I did not know it was such a violent island, [02:15.14]Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions, [02:18.20]They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin, [02:20.51]And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win, [02:23.24]I begin to assemble what weapons I can find, [02:26.17]'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind. [02:28.79] [02:29.10]Am I the only one I know, [02:34.55]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [02:40.90]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [02:44.92]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [02:52.55]Ah, yeah [02:55.76]Yeah, yeah, yeah [02:58.81]Oh, oh [03:01.14]Yeah, yeah, yeah [03:02.16] [03:02.68]And I will say that we should take a day to break away, [03:04.90]From all the pain our brain has made, [03:06.39]The game is not played alone. [03:07.95]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it, [03:10.37]And keep it frozen and know that, [03:11.81]Life has a hopeful undertone. [03:12.90] [03:13.81]And I will say that we should take a day to break away, [03:15.90]From all the pain our brain has made, [03:17.32]The game is not played alone. [03:18.98]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it, [03:21.31]And keep it frozen and know that, [03:22.93]Life has a hopeful undertone. [03:23.89] [03:24.19]Am I the only one I know, [03:40.16]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? [03:40.50]Shadows will scream that I'm alone, [03:41.74]But I know we've made it this far, kid. [03:46.30] [03:50.50]We've made it this far [03:56.17]We've made it this f...