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[00:43.18]Hallelujah, thank God I have a future
[00:45.93]Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded
[00:48.53]Cause I'm smoking {*beep*}, till I'm coughin' up tar
[00:52.07]Through the surge, energy curve like a lumbar
[00:55.65]I don't act hard, still read Babar
[00:58.40]Trippin' out, lookin' at a bunch of Google map stars, sh*t
[01:03.37]They got a app for... that
[01:05.68].
[01:07.04]But me, I'm still trapped inside my head I kinda feel like it's a purgatory
[01:10.66]So polite and white, but I got family who would murder for me
[01:14.41]Think I'm living paradise, what would I have to worry 'bout?
[01:17.38]Dealing with these demons, feel the pressure, find the perfect style
[01:20.80]Making sure my mom and dad are still somewhat in love
[01:23.49]All these backfires of my experiments with drugs
[01:26.79]And I experience the touch of my epiphany in color form
[01:30.24]The difference between love and war inform me I'm above the norm
[01:33.72]But, give me anybody though, I'll gladly chew his face off, them bath salts
[01:37.27]Rhymin like it's summertime on asphalt, hot
[01:40.40]Haven't picked a major label think I'm black balled
[01:43.08]I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up when my dad calls
[01:46.40]Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice?
[01:49.77]I put this music against my life, I think I fear the choice
[01:52.90]And I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still
[01:56.21]I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothing real
[01:59.19]I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel
[02:02.35]So a hundred mills wouldn't make me sign a f*cking deal
[02:05.91]Money kills, that's the truth, it's called the route of evil
[02:08.93]But I want that Rolls Royce that the homie Lennon drove
[02:11.82]So, if you ain't talkin' bout some money I'ma send you home
[02:15.33]Unconventional, special but unprofessional,
[02:17.96]Adolescent expression that's lettin' me meet these centerfolds
[02:21.65]As troubles fill my mind capacity I let them go
[02:25.09]If I was Johnny Depp in Blow, I would let it snow
[02:28.40]That's just me all wylin' out and being extra though
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[02:39.73]And, if God was a human it'd be yours truly
[02:42.15]Watching horror movies with some foreign groupies,
[02:44.69]thinking this decor suits me
[02:46.85]I do drugs to get more loopy,
[02:49.23]I'm in tune to ancient jujitsu spirituals, it's blissful
[02:54.74]Looking out as far as eyes can see
[02:57.09]I'm glad that me and this elevation could finally meet
[03:00.96]I think I'm JFK's final speech
[03:03.46]They try assassinating all of my beliefs
[03:06.40]But I'm asleep so whisper to me for the peace of mind
[03:09.77]And he be high some weed to grind on top a Jesus shrine
[03:13.02]Twenty thousand on my watch cause I needed time
[03:16.02]If y'all would leave me the f*ck alone, that'd be divine
[03:19.48]Can't decide if you like all the fame
[03:22.73]Three years ago to now it's just not the same
[03:26.21]I'm looking out the window ashing on my pane
[03:29.66]Sh*t, I wonder if I lost my way
[03:32.09].
[03:43.55]Don't you ever wanna hide away
[03:45.99]Side and triumph in the eyes of rain
[03:48.30]Won't give a f*ck about tomorrow if I die today
[03:51.41]I'll greet the devil with a smilin' face
[03:53.88]Sh*t, that God fell on me, reside in space
[03:57.19]As, time's a wasting I'm freebasing with freemasons
[04:01.19]My girl's switchin' the locks, the keys keep changin'
[04:04.32]Dreamin' of places my own personal creations
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[04:07.58]If death's a party in heaven, I plan to leave wasted
[04:10.68]Retracin' my steps way back to biblical times
[04:13.97]We-we all gon' end up meetin' at the finishin' line
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