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If I could tell you how I really felt well I really probably wouldn't |
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At the bottom of the bucket got and bought some shit I shouldn't |
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And now I'm feeling crooked and my money is spent |
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Saved up for happiness but I was short by a cent |
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So I splurged, I couldn't find the words to express |
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Running circles in my mind till that shit was out of breath |
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And I just want to feel content but I won't |
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Cause all this pressure got me tight by the throat |
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It's just another long night, got home and laughed |
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Cause driving home going ninety almost crashed |
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At least someone's got my back |
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I like to think that it's my father looking down |
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Pardon my stupidity, I'll come around |
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And find my way up, back up on my feet maybe catch peace |
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Get a little bit of sleep |
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Cause in these troubled times we all looking for some solace |
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Mama's getting worried, I'ma be fine, I promise |
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It's hard to keep that hope when you staring at reality |
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Cause what's real is working nights for your salary |
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That rough shit in free time gets me thinking |
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No wonder everybody smoking herb and drinking |
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When winter comes I'll fold up freeze with the cold |
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Those dark months in the state are getting old |
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Maintaining my hope with a focus on the real |
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Put everything in music so don't ask me how I feel |
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I used to want to grow up, and now I want to grow down |
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A fast life always ends in a slow down |
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And holding to the hope is the everyday struggle |
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Just want to break free from this everyday bubble |
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I dream a new life and some complex shit |
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I'm more than what you heard on my compact disc |
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Can't slip, gotta grip to what I truly desire |
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But trying to finding happiness is making me tired |
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So I tell it like it is |
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I'm just a kid |
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I don't want to end up the way that you did |
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I got some bigger dreams that a sleep can't give |
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I'd rather have a smile than a big mansion |
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So I tell it like it is |
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I'm just a kid |
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I don't want to end up the way that you did |
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I got some bigger dreams that a sleep can't give |
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I'd rather have a smile than a big mansion |