| [00:03.350] |
There is something to the ritual |
| [00:07.066] |
Of setting some old shit on fire |
| [00:10.774] |
A way of saying |
| [00:12.312] |
"this now lives in memory" |
| [00:14.442] |
A way of saying |
| [00:15.516] |
"it's only a memory" |
| [00:17.895] |
There's something to the ritual |
| [00:20.590] |
Of setting a torch to what is gone |
| [00:24.838] |
The vikings did it |
| [00:26.192] |
To honor a memory |
| [00:28.035] |
And now we do it |
| [00:29.381] |
To honor |
| [00:32.205] |
Who I used to be |
| [00:38.076] |
Let's say goodbye to natalie |
| [00:42.845] |
She was thirty-three |
| [00:46.835] |
Tonight |
| [00:52.143] |
Let's say goodbye to natalie |
| [00:56.924] |
And her fake id's |
| [01:00.382] |
Jase: she was imaginary |
| [01:04.095] |
Judith: which is why we say "goodbye to her" |
| [01:08.604] |
And "hello to me" |
| [01:12.065] |
Jase: this is ridiculous. |
| [01:13.396] |
Judith: why? |
| [01:14.447] |
Jase: I don't see why I have to join your little cremation |
| [01:16.307] |
Ceremony. you're the one who made her up. |
| [01:18.707] |
Judith: it was a bit more collaborative than you're remembering. |
| [01:21.891] |
Jase: all I want right now is the same thing I wanted two |
| [01:23.750] |
Weeks ago: the truth. why did you lie to me? and why |
| [01:27.751] |
Does natalie cook exist in the first place? |
| [01:32.275] |
Judith: the person who I was |
| [01:35.454] |
On the day you and I met |
| [01:38.367] |
Was deeply ashamed of who she had become |
| [01:43.169] |
So deeply ashamed of what she'd done |
| [01:46.605] |
And when you showed her questions |
| [01:49.548] |
The thirty-six questions |
| [01:52.220] |
She looked ahead and saw |
| [01:54.858] |
Who she wanted to be |
| [01:56.991] |
She built a past, made up a history |
| [02:00.446] |
Details that fit this person named |
| [02:03.367] |
Natalie |
| [02:09.185] |
Let's say goodbye to |
| [02:10.508] |
Natalie |
| [02:13.436] |
She was thirty-three |
| [02:16.905] |
On her fake id's |
| [02:19.834] |
Jase: she was real to me |
| [02:25.407] |
Judith: I don't expect |
| [02:28.337] |
For you to understand perfectly |
| [02:31.299] |
I loved her too as much as you |
| [02:34.741] |
And she'd want you bury her with me. |
| [02:37.946] |
Jase: okay. |
| [02:39.265] |
Judith: okay, what? |
| [02:40.325] |
Jase: give me the match. |
| [02:43.250] |
There is something to the ritual |
| [02:46.966] |
Of setting fire to the lie |
| [02:50.955] |
A way of saying |
| [02:52.275] |
"that's one win for honesty, |
| [02:54.407] |
What's done is done." |
| [03:00.530] |
Jase (cont'd): tonight |
| [03:05.840] |
I say goodbye to natalie |
| [03:10.632] |
She was thirty-three |
| [03:14.372] |
Both: tonight |
| [03:20.164] |
We say goodbye to natalie |
| [03:24.690] |
And her fake ids |
| [03:28.150] |
She was imaginary |
| [03:31.637] |
She was thirty-three |
| [03:37.498] |
Jase: may she rest in peace |