To say that I cared about you is an understatement
 I think I'm breaking down
 And the color of the leaves are changing

 And they're Falling to the ground
 Now I'm thinking of you and the years gone down the drain
 It's a shame to think that you said you'd always love me
 When you never really loved me at all.

 Twelve packs and cigarettes are the only thing that help
 And they are probably less detrimental to my ****ing health
 Than you
 And I'd rather sleep alone
 Than in the arms of someone that doesn't love me
 You never ****ing loved me

 I hope he's better than me
 I know he's better than me
 I know he's ****ing better than me
 I know I never had a chance
 I just don't understand why