[00:36.63]If I think about it, I am successful, as it were. [00:43.11]I get to sing for lovely people all over this lovely world. [00:51.64]And I am nowhere near as awkward as I was when I was younger. [00:59.46]I guess I'm one of those guys who gets better looking as they age. [01:06.91]And even though I have felt beaten down by constant doubt, [01:13.48]Depression, and confusion brought about by people's actions, death, and tax forms, [01:22.10]I keep getting up. And I am loved by all my friends and family; [01:29.74]Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows [01:34.72]And concerned glances lately. [01:39.94]It doesn't matter to him. [01:44.49]I could be anything, [01:47.17]But I could never win his heart again. [01:54.84]It doesn't matter to him. [01:59.49]He took away my AAA pass. [02:03.65]I am invisible to him. [02:08.57]And now I feel the soft, pink flesh of my heart hardening [02:14.98]To the countless possibilities contained within each day. [02:21.82]Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light, [02:32.26]Which, as you know, makes everything look bad. [02:37.85]I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant, [02:45.22]How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next. [02:53.11]And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now, [03:00.67]It would not change anything because we have become two strangers. [03:10.81]It doesn't matter to him. [03:15.54]I could be anything, [03:18.14]But I could never win his heart again. [03:27.72]It doesn't matter to him. [03:32.69]He took away my AAA pass. [03:36.44]I am invisible to him. [03:42.65]It doesn't matter to him. [03:47.47]I could be anything, [03:49.92]But I could never win his heart again. [03:57.61]It doesn't matter to him. [04:02.79]He took away my AAA pass. [04:06.65]I am invisible to him.