[00:05.94]Maybe I've lost it at last
[00:10.21]
[00:11.54]Maybe my last lucid moment has passed
[00:16.35]
[00:17.16]I'm dancing with death, I suppose
[00:20.41]
[00:22.43]But really who knows?
[00:25.60]
[00:27.25]Could be I'm crazy to go
[00:30.94]
[00:32.27]They say you should stay with the devil you know
[00:38.98]
[00:40.00]But when life needs a change and the one devil won't
[00:46.78]
[00:48.44]You fly to the devil, you don't
[00:51.88]
[00:56.51]Maybe I'm tired of the game
[01:00.15]
[01:01.95]Of coming up short of the rules of the shame
[01:06.78]
[01:07.49]And maybe you feel that way too
[01:10.99]
[01:12.88]I see me in you
[01:15.41]
[01:17.30]A girl full of anger and hope
[01:21.43]
[01:22.85]A girl with a mother who just couldn't cope
[01:27.78]
[01:31.06]A girl who felt caught and thought no one could see
[01:37.92]
[01:39.01]That maybe one day she'll be free
[01:43.45]
[01:43.96]It's so lovely that you're sharing
[01:46.10]
[01:46.70]No really I'm all ears
[01:48.61]
[01:49.44]But where has all this caring been for sixteen years?
[01:54.75]
[01:55.03]For all those years I'd prayed that you'd go away for good
[02:01.01]
[02:01.67]Half the time afraid that you really would
[02:05.61]
[02:06.89]When I thought you might be dying
[02:08.71]
[02:08.97]I cried for all we've never be
[02:11.62]
[02:12.23]But there'll be no more crying, not for me
[02:19.33]
[02:19.65]Things will get better you'll see
[02:22.15]
[02:22.38]Not for me, you'll see
[02:27.55]
[02:27.80]Not for me, you'll see
[02:30.97]
[02:31.49]Not for me, you'll see
[02:32.27]
[02:32.49]Not for me, you'll see
[02:36.79]
[02:39.82]Maybe we can't be okay
[02:43.80]
[02:45.33]But maybe we're tough and we'll try anyway
[02:50.88]
[02:52.70]We'll live with what's real
[02:55.51]
[02:57.47]Let go of what's passed and maybe I'll see you at last
[03:07.68]
[03:10.12]We tried to give you a normal life
[03:12.05]
[03:14.82]I realize now I have no clue what that is
[03:18.50]
[03:19.03]I don't need a life that's normal, that's way too far away
[03:26.61]
[03:26.89]But something next to normal would be okay
[03:31.76]
[03:32.71]Yeah, something next to normal
[03:35.48]
[03:35.78]That's the thing I'd like to try
[03:38.46]
[03:39.32]Close enough to normal to get by
[03:46.19]
[03:48.59]We'll get by, we'll get by
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