[ti:Wish I Were Here] [ar:Alice Ripley] [al:Next to Normal (Original Broadway Cast Recording)] [offset:0] [00:02.86]In an instant lightning flashes [00:05.16]And the burst might leave me blind [00:07.72] [00:09.93]When the bolt of lightning crashes [00:12.54]And it burns right through my mind [00:15.44] [00:17.73]It's like someone drained my brain out [00:19.76]Set my frozen mind to thaw [00:22.50] [00:24.76]Let the lethargy and pain out [00:27.23]While I stood and watched in awe [00:29.95] [00:32.43]I am riding on the brightest buzz [00:35.46] [00:35.97]I am worlds away from who I was [00:39.53]And they told me it would change me [00:41.88]Though they don't know how it does [00:44.09]Though they don't know how it does [00:47.15]I have lived a life of clouds and grey [00:49.82]But this is crystal clear [00:51.64]Wish I were here [00:52.96]Wish I were here [00:54.22]I imagine it's remarkable [00:56.99]Exuberant austere [00:59.01]Wish I were here wish I were here [01:01.41]Wish I were here wish I were here [01:04.05]It's euphoria it's anger [01:06.43]It's the winter wind it's fire [01:08.53]It's the winter wind it's fire [01:11.54]And it kills my deepest hunger [01:13.84]As it fills me with desire [01:18.17] [01:18.72]I'm the light and heat of every sun [01:22.54]I'm a bullet from a magic gun [01:25.48] [01:26.32]And I'm trying to enjoy it [01:28.41]But I'm missing all the fun I am missing all the fun [01:33.41]Am I feeling what I think I'm feeling [01:36.23]The hope the heat and fear [01:37.85]Wish I were here wish I were here [01:40.97]Is this someone else's head trip [01:43.53]Do I just disappear [01:45.56]Wish I were here wish I were here [01:48.00]Wish I were here wish I were here [01:51.50] [01:59.67]Plug me in [02:01.09]And turn me on [02:03.45]And flip the switch [02:05.70]I'm good as gone [02:07.74]It slips my skin [02:09.82]And trips my brain [02:11.99]I feel the burn [02:13.99]But I don't feel the pain [02:18.94]Is my brain reborn [02:20.23]Or is it wrecked [02:21.48]In freedom or in fear [02:23.37]Wish I were here wish I were [02:26.40]Have I blown my mind forever [02:28.75]Is cloudy my new clear [02:30.73]Wish I were here wish I [02:33.54]Wish I were here [02:35.72]Wish I were [02:37.00] [02:42.74]Can I hide my stupid hunger [02:47.42]Fake some confidence and cheer [02:52.11] [02:52.77]Wish I were here [02:58.70] [02:59.54]Wish I were here