Every night that goes between I feel a little less As you slowly go away from me This is only another test Every day I do not come Your softness fades away Did I ever really care that much Is there anything left to say Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside I haven't felt this way I feel Since many a year ago But in those years and the lifetimes past I did not deal with the road And I did not deal with you I know Though the love has always been So I search to find an answer there So I can truly win Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside So I try to say goodbye my friend I'd like to leave you with something warm But I never have been a blue calm sea I have always been a storm Always been a storm Always been a storm