I have breathed in the poison from al worlds for a long time and now I am like a monster My heart and my body are so ugly that people turn their eyes away I am like rubbish I, who am no longer a human can't walk on my 2 feet I am now quadruped, running around like a beast The neon light that reflects in my pupil is there to find my eye and light it up The azure sky that I look up to from the ground is bearing down on me, so high up The building that is about to fall over any minute is expressing the equilbrium of my mind And, all my body parts, all of my organs are about to start moving on their own with their own free will aaa... I can't coutrol my mind any longer... My body is like a spider, broken into 8 parts that progress forwards by pulling each other Karma drips and falls off from my ripped body together with tears and blood, together with sweats and mud, making it look so horrible But, despite this, my body is still advancing forward and I cannot hold myself back I am going across fields, mountains and valleys without knowing my final destination "You do not qualify as a living human being" "How can you still live despite all this?" Two questions are sweeping me with quilt I no longer have my own will and my body simply continues to advance I am let down by this cruel world I am becoming extinct from this chanting My mind is about to relax But, the body won't let it As a result, I am being cleansed. Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand Look on the left with a rose in your hand Going to the heaven or hell? Is there a justice or crime? Two futures await at horizon There is no path in front of me There is no one behind me either Only one point in the barren earth There is no one above me There is no one bellow me What prevails is horizon Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand Look on the left with a rose in your hand Going to the heaven or hell? Is there a justice or crime? Two futures await at horizon No one special You can't win