Someone told me things take time, yeah Be patient it'll be alright, yeah But waiting isn't doing me good I'm dying can't you figure me out right now I tried to be careful with you ease off the trigger I tried to be patient for you look how that's gone now Not well I'll admit, wishin' that I had the courage to commit Now I'm all alone in my room wishin' that I hadn't be patient with you I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you makin me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you hide it so long I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you making me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you hide it so long I can see your heart is starving We broke off but both feel the same way Seems like the world got darker, we don't talk but hope that you stay safe I remember secrets in high school, that one class my friends said I like you I remember movies and blankets, long nights we kiss in your basement Tell me where we went wrong, what happened I cannot do this Told me "keep writing songs", yeah, now my words feel useless First time for everything, this broken heart was meant for me First time for everything, I felt I could tell you anything I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you makin me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you While you had so long I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you making me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you hide it so long I'm not the type to get soft and say that "I miss you" But every other night I still think about how I kissed you It was perfect, I'd be lying if I said it wasn't worth it I just wish I met you sooner so that maybe we could work it out I'm falling out of my craft it's been a month since I last wrote a song that doesn't sit in my trash I'm obsessed with the past, with the hole in my chest I'm no match If I hadn't let myself get so attached, it wouldn't have to be over so fast like damn Put a bullet on my tongue like a suicide You can feel it in my love, I'm a do or die I can put in my whole til I'm feeling right Got a 58 gram in my Bentley white I can feel your heart beating crazy, I'm the chemicals I feel lazy But the other girls never phase me (I'm a ride or die but she a gemini, damn) I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you makin me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you hide it so long I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you making me choose? I wanna be with you I don't wanna be with you Why you hide it so long