I didn't know if I could keep this goin' These days I only hear the fallin' rain and it goes on I didn't know if I could keep on listenin' The fallin' rain is like a rhythmic chain that beats me clean And I am proud to be so dirty Fcuk the world, it's gone insane And I have lost it all in the deepest heartache I have lost it all I found the word for all this roaming country To load it up and bathe it in it's twisted history I didn't know if I could pull, it's trickery These rolling hills are like a deep, thick song, a violent dream And I am all, always thinkin' How could I come so clean? To wash myself of all this hopeless heartache To just wash it all I have lost it all in the deepest heartache I have lost it all I have lost it all I have lost it all