作曲 : Stephen Sondheim FOSCA: I hope I didn't startle you GIORGIO: Signora Ricci, I am Captain Ba... FOSCA: Bachetti, I know My cousin has told me all about you I came to thank your for the books I would have sooner, But I've been so ill GIORGIO: Well, now you seem to be feeling more normal FOSCA: Normal? I hardly think so Sickness is normal to me, as health is to you Excuse me I shouldn't speak of my troubles I have been going through a period of deep melancholy I so enjoyed the novel by Rousseau GIORGIO: Oh, it's wonderful My favorite, really FOSCA: The character of Julie is a great mystery GIORGIO: You should have kept the book longer to meditate over FOSCA: I do not read to think I do not read to learn I do not read to search for truth I know the truth, The truth is hardly what I need I read to dream I read to live In other people's lives I read about the joys, The world Dispenses to the fortunate, And listen for the echoes I read to live, To get away from life! No, captain, I have no illusions I recognize the limits of my dreams I know how painful dreams can be Unless you know They're merely dreams There is a flower Which offers nectar at the top, Delicious nectar at the top And bitter poison underneath The butterfly that stays too long And drinks too deep Is doomed to die I read to fly, To skim! I do not read to swim I do not dwell on dreams I know how soon a dream becomes an expectation How can I have expectations? Look at me No, captain Look at me! Look at me! I do not hope for what I cannot have! I do not cling to things I cannot keep! The more you cling to things, The more you love them, The more the pain you suffer When they're taken from you... Ah, but if you have no expectations, Captain, You can never have a disappointment I must be mad to chatter on about myself like this to you Forgive me GIORGIO: I assure you— FOSCA: No, forgive me, please... GIORGIO: But truly, there is nothing to forgive FOSCA: Have you explored the town? It is remote, isn't it? And provincial, don't you think? GIORGIO: Yes FOSCA: And everything so brown: The streets, the fields, The river even, Though there are some lovely gardens You do like gardens, I hope? GIORGIO: Yes FOSCA: Good, I can show you gardens And then of course there is the castle The ruined castle GIORGIO: Ah FOSCA: I find it lovely. Probably because it's ruined, I suppose GIORGIO: I didn't know there was a castle FOSCA: I like to take excursions there— When I'm in better health Perhaps you join me— —And my cousin One day... GIORGIO: That would be delightful I don't believe I've seen a flower or a garden since the day I arrived