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[00:15.06]I watched the proverbial sunrise
[00:17.96]coming up over the Pacific and
[00:20.73]you might think I'm losing my mind,
[00:23.27]but I will shy away from the specifics...
[00:26.12]'cause I don't want you to know where I am
[00:31.89]'cause then you'll see my heart
[00:34.06]in the saddest state it's ever been.
[00:37.69]This is no place to try and live my life.
[00:43.62]Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
[00:46.38]See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
[00:49.29]Stop right there. Well I never should have said
[00:52.11]that it's the very moment that
[00:53.26]I wish that I could take back.
[00:55.05]I'm sorry for the person I became.
[01:01.38]I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
[01:06.97]I'm ready to try and never become that way again
[01:12.42]'cause who I am hates who I've been.
[01:15.57]Who I am hates who I've been.
[01:29.82]I talk to absolutely no one.
[01:32.51]Couldn't keep to myself enough.
[01:35.17]And the things bottled inside have finally begun
[01:37.72]to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
[01:41.27]I heard the reverberating footsteps
[01:44.06]sinking up to the beating of my heart,
[01:46.82]and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
[01:50.87]I would watch me fall apart.
[01:52.54]And I can't  let that happen again
[01:58.06]cause then you'll see my heart
[02:00.53]in the saddest state it ever been.
[02:04.30]This is no place to try and live my life.
[02:09.83]Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
[02:12.68]See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
[02:15.74]Stop right there. Well I never should have said
[02:18.20]that it's the very moment that
[02:19.70]I wish that I could take back.
[02:22.84]Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
[02:25.64]See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
[02:28.44]Stop right there. Well I never should have said
[02:30.97]that it's the very moment that
[02:32.38]I wish that I could take back.
[02:34.67]I'm sorry for the person I became.
[02:40.38]I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
[02:46.18]I'm ready to try and never become that way again
[02:51.93]'cause who I am hates who I've been.
[02:55.07]Who I am hates who I've been.
[02:58.05]Who I am hates who I've been
[03:00.64]and who I am won't take the second chance you gave me.
[03:03.31]Who I am hates who I've been
[03:06.05]cause who I've been only ever made me...
[03:09.22]So sorry for the person I became.
[03:15.00]So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
[03:20.70]I am ready to try and never become that way again
[03:26.36]cause who I am hates who I've been.
[03:29.42]Who I am hates who I've been.