you make me feel like im ok i could be happy now i can sit not run away stupidly laughing wipe out all self pity it's slowing me down turn off feeling pretty dressing up dressing down i walk around the city out of my way, lookin for somethin i've got all i need to save my day so why am i running you said i should get professional help it always makes me cry i know im just an amateur but ive gotta try i had a birthday party and it was packed, got friends who love me we hold the disco ball up and watch the lights they were so lovely you said i should get professional help it always makes me cry i know im just an amateur but ive gotta try ive gotta try when exactly? i get the decades mixed up i like the streets wet see i can make the rest up i can make the rest up i can make the rest up i walk around the city out of my way, lookin for somethin i've got all i need to save my day so why am i running you said i should get professional help it always makes me cry i know im just an amateur but ive gotta try