| Song | A Question |
| Artist | Hotel Books |
| Album | Equivalency II: Everything We Left Out |
| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Cameron Smith/Karlin Weins |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail? |
| [00:07.000] | There's a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail |
| [00:13.000] | To balance out my order/chaos dynamic |
| [00:15.000] | I derive joy from anything that isn't panic |
| [00:19.000] | Because life doesn't get easier, but our strength moves like meteors |
| [00:24.000] | And lately, I'm not afraid of monsters as much as I'm afraid of becoming one |
| [00:29.000] | My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes sounds like fun |
| [00:34.000] | So I begin to run so I don't get lost in what was |
| [00:38.000] | Removing my pride so I don't feel so undone |
| [00:42.000] | It's crazy what a soul can become |
| [00:44.000] | 'Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don't have to take them seriously |
| [00:50.000] | But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to myself fearlessly |
| [00:55.000] | So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest |
| [00:59.000] | Music where I'm finally not paying for the name, but I'm actually paying for the product |
| [01:06.000] | I promise that I'm echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing trauma |
| [01:10.000] | I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I've lost it |
| [01:15.000] | That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me |
| [01:19.000] | Because I'm afraid of my mistakes and I don't like feeling lonely |
| [01:22.000] | So I ask, you don't need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold me? |
| [01:50.000] | I hate feeling this depression |
| [01:54.000] | I hate making first impressions |
| [01:57.000] | I hate digging my head in the sand |
| [02:00.000] | And I hate not having your attention |
| [02:02.000] | I hate that there's hate in my heart |
| [02:05.000] | And I promise that it'll someday leave me |
| [02:05.000] | But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still complete me |
| [02:10.998] | And I'll say "I love you" to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in heaven |
| [02:15.998] | I'll stop complaining about the past and I'll stop hoping things were just more even |
| [02:20.998] | And I won't complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair |
| [02:26.998] | Because life can end in one quick second and it's time that I begin to care |
| [02:30.998] | I want to pray more often and I want to talk less |
| [02:34.998] | I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess |
| [02:38.998] | I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I'm depressed |
| [02:42.998] | I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess |
| [02:46.998] | And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret |
| [02:50.998] | I just want to feel beautiful |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Cameron Smith Karlin Weins |
| [00:00.300] | |
| [00:03.000] | Is it enough that you succeed or does someone else need to fail? |
| [00:07.000] | There' s a lot that my soul still needs and my heart has left a bleeding trail |
| [00:13.000] | To balance out my order chaos dynamic |
| [00:15.000] | I derive joy from anything that isn' t panic |
| [00:19.000] | Because life doesn' t get easier, but our strength moves like meteors |
| [00:24.000] | And lately, I' m not afraid of monsters as much as I' m afraid of becoming one |
| [00:29.000] | My mind has been hiding the imposters and the thought of revenge sometimes sounds like fun |
| [00:34.000] | So I begin to run so I don' t get lost in what was |
| [00:38.000] | Removing my pride so I don' t feel so undone |
| [00:42.000] | It' s crazy what a soul can become |
| [00:44.000] | ' Cause you have to make your opponent seem reprehensible so you don' t have to take them seriously |
| [00:50.000] | But freedom from the chains of depression are obtainable when I can talk to myself fearlessly |
| [00:55.000] | So, I turn to songs and music and bands that feel honest |
| [00:59.000] | Music where I' m finally not paying for the name, but I' m actually paying for the product |
| [01:06.000] | I promise that I' m echoing the message that I was taught when I was facing trauma |
| [01:10.000] | I wrote about the real stuff in my life and now I feel like I' ve lost it |
| [01:15.000] | That sense of comfort of knowing no one really knows me |
| [01:19.000] | Because I' m afraid of my mistakes and I don' t like feeling lonely |
| [01:22.000] | So I ask, you don' t need to stay, but before you leave, could you at least hold me? |
| [01:50.000] | I hate feeling this depression |
| [01:54.000] | I hate making first impressions |
| [01:57.000] | I hate digging my head in the sand |
| [02:00.000] | And I hate not having your attention |
| [02:02.000] | I hate that there' s hate in my heart |
| [02:05.000] | And I promise that it' ll someday leave me |
| [02:05.000] | But the moments I spend creating art are the only ones that I feel can still complete me |
| [02:10.998] | And I' ll say " I love you" to my dad more often, now that my mom is living in heaven |
| [02:15.998] | I' ll stop complaining about the past and I' ll stop hoping things were just more even |
| [02:20.998] | And I won' t complain about the rules, even when I feel that the game is not fair |
| [02:26.998] | Because life can end in one quick second and it' s time that I begin to care |
| [02:30.998] | I want to pray more often and I want to talk less |
| [02:34.998] | I want to let love begin to blossom and stop living in mess |
| [02:38.998] | I want to focus on my physical health and stop indulging when I' m depressed |
| [02:42.998] | I want to make life less about fearing hell and more about the love we possess |
| [02:46.998] | And I want to feel beautiful even in the moments that I regret |
| [02:50.998] | I just want to feel beautiful |