[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:33.10]I can smell the death on the sheets [00:38.03]Covering me [00:40.49]I can't believe this is the end [00:53.72]But this is my deathbed [01:00.25]I lie here alone [01:04.78]If I close my eyes tonight [01:11.57]I know I'll be home [01:18.37]The year was nineteen forty one [01:22.45]I was eight years old and [01:23.91]Far far too young [01:26.78]To know that the stories [01:28.59]Of battles and glory [01:30.60]Was a tale a kind mother [01:32.81]Made up for her son [01:34.37]You see [01:35.02]Dad was a traveling preacher [01:39.04]Teaching the words of the Teacher [01:43.11]But mother had sworn [01:45.17]Went off to the war [01:47.28]And died there with honor [01:49.14]Somewhere on a beach there [01:51.35]But he left once to never return [01:55.47]Which taught me that I should unlearn [01:59.50]Whatever I thought a father should be [02:03.32]I abandoned that thought [02:05.33]Like he abandoned me [02:07.84]By forty seven I was fourteen [02:11.20]I'd acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine [02:16.08]I smoked until I threw up [02:18.50]Yet I still lit 'em up for thirty more years [02:23.40]Like a machine [02:26.25]So right there you have it [02:30.33]That one filthy habit [02:34.06]Is what got me where I am today [02:38.88]I can smell the death on the sheets [02:42.81]Covering me [02:44.77]I can't believe this is the end [02:55.41]I can hear those sad memories [02:59.43]Still haunting me [03:01.49]So many things [03:04.00]I'd do again [03:12.99]But this is my deathbed [03:17.63]I lie here alone [03:21.21]If I close my eyes tonight [03:26.02]I know I'll be home [03:30.34]I got married on my twenty first [03:34.26]Eight months before my wife would give birth [03:38.48]It's easier to be sure you love someone [03:42.37]When her father inquires with the barrel of a gun [03:46.33]The union was far from harmonious [03:50.60]No two people could have been more alone than us [03:55.13]The years would go by and she'd love someone else [03:58.75]And I realized I hadn't been loved yet myself [04:03.17]From there it's your typical spiel [04:06.93]Yeah if life was a highway [04:09.00]I was drunk at the wheel [04:11.16]I was helping the loose ends [04:13.62]All fall apart [04:15.44]Yeah I swear I was destined to fail [04:18.60]And fail from the start [04:21.62]I bowled about six times a week [04:25.54]The bottle of Beam kept the memories from me [04:29.91]Our marriage had taken a seven-ten split [04:33.57]Along with my pride the ex-wife took the kids [04:38.50]I can smell the death on the sheets [04:42.18]Covering me [04:44.40]I can't believe this is the end [04:54.95]I can hear those sad memories [04:58.74]Still haunting me [05:00.65]So many things [05:03.51]I'd do again [05:11.63]But this is my deathbed [05:18.06]I lie here alone [05:21.79]If I close my eyes tonight [05:26.29]I know I'll be home [05:30.72]I was so scared of Jesus [05:32.63]But He sought me out [05:34.74]Like the cancer in my lungs [05:36.80]It's killing me now [05:38.97]And I've given up hope [05:41.03]On the days I have left [05:42.79]But I cling to the hope [05:44.45]Of my life in the next [05:46.71]Then Jesus showed up [05:48.92]Said "Before we go" [05:51.34]"I thought that we might reminisce" [05:54.85]"See one night in your life" [05:57.21]"When you turned out the light" [05:59.78]"You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness" [06:05.11]You cried wolf [06:08.33]The tears they soaked your fur [06:11.04]The blood dripped from your fangs [06:14.72]You said, "What have I done?" [06:19.28]You loved that lamb [06:21.80]With every sinful bone [06:25.18]And there you wept alone [06:29.31]Your heart was so contrite [06:34.03]You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes [06:41.87]Sanctify this withered heart of mine [06:49.05]Stay with me until my life is through [06:56.19]And on that day please take me home with you" [07:05.29]I can smell the death on the sheets [07:10.51]Covering me [07:11.32]I can't believe this is the end [07:22.73]I can hear You whisper to me, [07:27.11]"It's time to leave [07:29.17]You'll never be lonely again" [07:42.85]But this was my deathbed [07:47.97]I died there alone [07:51.61]When I closed my eyes tonight [07:56.62]You carried me home [08:13.29] [09:59.20][Jon Foreman of Switchfoot sings, as the voice of Jesus:] [10:01.22]I am the Way [10:04.78]Follow Me [10:06.19]And take My hand [10:10.31]And I am the Truth [10:15.10]Embrace Me and you'll understand [10:19.52]And I am the Life [10:24.05]And for Me you'll live again [10:29.52]For I am Love [10:36.12]I am Love [10:40.09]I, I am Love