I Am the one you will call the destroyer The messenger of my disgrace I am my own disease You Sit on your throne of compassion The judges will fall as we all Go marching so helplessly on We came this far To tear the curtain Shed light so I can See your eyes Shed your light on me What Is this unhealthy obsession Destroy everything you create I am my own disease You God of the broken and wretched The judges will fall I am my own disease I carry the weight of this burden And watched as they all fell away Its not just a dream it's a nightmare I carry the weight of this burden And watched as they all fell away Its not just a dream it's a nightmare We came this far To tear the curtain Shed light so I can See your eyes Shed your light on me We came this far To tear the curtain Shed light so I can See your eyes Shed your light on me We will fall to ruin If we don't bury disguises that we made We will see the finish And we will carry ourselves to the end of the race The judges will fall I am my own disease I am my own disease