作词 : Justin Parker
作曲 : Justin Parker
Thoughts
胡思乱想
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
有时候我就是控制不住胡思乱想
No medication's ever made them stop
没有任何药物能让思绪停下
All I think about is everything I'm not
总想着自己还未拥有的事情
Instead of everything I've got
却忽略已经拥有的一切
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
因为我会害怕别人嘲笑
So I make the joke first
所以我都先开自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
如果我先主动进攻
Then I can't get hurt
那我就不会受伤了
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
对，我发誓我有在努力了
But I don't know how to be
但我还是不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为我的好友
'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
有时候我也觉得我是怪咖
When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
醒来时会讨厌看到的东西
All the way from my head right down to my feet
一路下来从头到脚
Wish that I felt differently
希望我有不同感受
But I'm scared they're all laughing
但我也会害怕别人嘲笑
So I make the joke first
所以我会先开自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
如果我先主动进攻
Then I can't get hurt
我就不会受伤了吧
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
对，我发誓我有在努力了
But I don't know how to be
但我还是不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为我的好友
Change
改变
Wonder if I'll ever really change
不知道我能不能真的改变
'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing
因为我会害怕别人嘲笑
So I make the joke first
所以我都先开自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline
如果我先主动进攻
Then I can't get hurt
我就不会受伤了吧
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
对，我发誓我有在努力了
But I don't know how to be
但我还是不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to
要怎样才能当个好朋友
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
脑海里的声音在告诉我我还好
Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
考虑了一下，我还是把它推开
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying
对，我发誓我有在努力了
But I don't know how to be
但我还是不知道该怎么做
How to be a good friend to me
要怎样才能成为我的好友
Thoughts
胡思乱想
Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts
有时候我就是控制不住胡思乱想