[00:00.000] 作词 : Nak [00:00.130] 作曲 : Sam Ock [00:00.260]She told me, "How could you say you're [00:03.570]Filipino if you don't speak Tagalog? [00:08.030]You're a disgrace" [00:12.090] [00:16.220]Since then, I never quite felt Filipino [00:21.210]But at the same time, I never felt fully American [00:27.590](It's in the words I never say) [00:30.640]But I know who I am [00:33.370]Dear Tita [00:35.380]Let's open discussion [00:36.070]We approaching the truth and we all hoping to touch it [00:39.330]Been a long time coming 'cause I'm concerned we got separated [00:41.920]Diverging won't get us any closer to summit [00:44.340]I remember that chilly night back in Chino [00:46.430]You told me I'm disgracing us Filipinos [00:49.060]'Cause I was never taught, couldn't speak Tagalog [00:51.880]Though we share the same blood, Rizal, Aguinaldo [00:54.630]God knows I try to beat the anguish [00:56.530]Feeling like I can't love the motherland if I don't speak the language [00:59.670]Never thought I'd be hated on by my own people [01:02.140]This American dream, this freaking whole sequel [01:04.800]What's a blossom when all the roots are ashamed of it? [01:07.530]I'm hardly processing what the nature is [01:09.920]Though I didn't learn the language of our home [01:12.030]I'll love it with the language that I know [01:13.980]This is all I know (Tita) [01:14.940]Though the islands assemble as a whole shun me [01:17.350]I never felt I'm accepted up in my own country [01:19.930]Even my label of "Asian" often brought into question [01:22.450]I feel a harder disconnection when talking complexion [01:25.160]Why you pointing fingers? [01:26.240]You can't grasp what's happening while avoiding splinters [01:29.070]Similarity can trick, you better know the difference [01:31.390]Of no identity and no identity [01:33.240]I take history to support the inference [01:35.360]Lapu-Lapu propaganda movement [01:37.260]Revolution, Bonifacio, the Katipunan [01:39.890]I'm the proudest descendant of every insurrection [01:42.260]You won't see me defensive, I won't live to tell it [01:45.000]I was built for resisting all of your vain oppression [01:47.540]I am not coexisting with all your plain rejection [01:50.530]I'm no less than the very thing you claim to be [01:53.190]My identity's something you'll never take from me [01:56.520]Dear Tita [01:58.230]I wanna think that it's deeper than words I didn't learn [02:00.890]Maybe all of it's swelling up from a deeper hurt [02:03.480]Maybe all the betrayal we suffered ain't addressed [02:05.980]Maybe grudges ain't laid to rest [02:07.480]You can't throw mud upon another not making a mess [02:10.380]I wanna fight back, but I'm saving my breath [02:13.120]I checked vast ocean, we crossed them, now out to wander [02:16.180]'Cause the cause of it probably is lost in the water [02:19.050]Maybe it's sleeping, creeping in the deep end [02:21.610]Or maybe our story just isn't complete yet [02:24.060]Whatever it is, maybe finding the problem [02:26.470]Ain't as vital as finding God trying to solve 'em [02:29.780]So I will keep the repercussions [02:31.800]Stay awake, no one sleep, the Reaper cousin [02:34.010]The seat I clutch is a destiny that I can't retreat from [02:36.730]That'll blossom, I promise, I'm talking sampaguita [02:40.820](Ooh, ooh, ooh) [02:42.660]It's in the words I never say [02:49.060]Love never needed translation [02:52.920]It's in the words I never say [02:59.320](Ooh, ooh, ooh) [03:03.040]It's in the words I never say [03:09.440](Ooh, ooh, ooh) [03:13.300]It's in the words I never say [03:20.170]Maybe discovering who we are is accepting destiny [03:23.200]While admitting to not knowing where we're going [03:25.560]Direction is just as important as destination [03:28.890]Maybe identity is bigger than past, present, or future [03:32.290]Maybe it's all three together [03:34.520]But I hope this letter finds you well [03:36.710]And P.S., maybe our story is still being written