[00:02.69]Father [00:05.52]Tomi Tolkki [00:07.68] [00:59.55]... [01:08.87]The smell of your breath, it makes me sick [01:15.16]Your naked body lying on the floor [01:22.21]I want to kill you but you did it yourself [01:29.31]You killed my innocence [01:33.70] [01:35.05]You drunken fuck [01:47.80]I hate you [02:01.77]I piss on your grave and curse your memory [02:30.80] [02:31.82]I was always there in the family hell [02:39.03]I was in your way and you hit me [02:45.77]You cut your wrists and jumped from the 4th floor [02:52.92]I was the last one who saw you alive [03:10.40] [03:11.49]I hate you [03:25.50]I damage you [03:32.38]I bury you [03:39.30]I kill you [03:54.99] [04:03.17]I wish you would have been there to watch me grow [04:09.14]Guiding me with wisdom, love and patience [04:15.97]Telling me that you love me and showing it to me [04:22.98]Making this world a safe place to be [04:30.31]You hurt me so much that I don't know if I'm ever gonna be whole [04:37.28]But I want you to know that I'm gonna try [04:43.43]Still after all that you did I miss you [04:50.44]And the rose and the letter that I brought to your grave [04:54.58]Tells you about my longing [04:58.73] [04:59.22]So I say goodbye to you now after 23 years [05:05.94]You were just a moment of my life and I got to continue [05:12.87]Maybe one day I will be able to forgive you [05:19.29]Until then goodbye [05:26.08] [05:31.63]