[00:21.303]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[00:23.549]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[00:26.031]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[00:28.695]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
[00:31.334]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[00:33.998]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[00:36.820]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[00:39.484]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
[00:42.488]I ll buy your lies i swear im your top consumer
[00:44.944]And ive been tryna smile alot but its not for humor
[00:47.451]Its a mask to hide the pain thats rooted in me like tumors
[00:50.299]If a doctors finna operate tell em use a bazooka
[00:52.885]They ask me why i wanna kill myself
[00:55.314]I guess thats cause everyday i dont feel like myself
[00:58.083]My soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf
[01:00.826]My thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt
[01:03.726]I often wonder why i had to hold it down
[01:06.260]While you went and ****ed around
[01:07.618]Told me we were safe and sound
[01:09.055]Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground x2
[01:14.514]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[01:16.917]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[01:19.425]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[01:22.090]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
[01:24.911]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[01:27.419]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[01:30.188]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[01:32.878]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
[01:35.830]I know that ive never been the best
[01:38.260]But if you get one more text from your ex
[01:40.506]Im catchin a flight to snap his neck
[01:42.152]Boy stop spittin for aesthetic you just love to play to pretend
[01:46.436]I ****ing hate you ill let everyone know
[01:48.839]If we ever cross paths im stickin you in the nose
[01:51.504]Niggas in his body yeah thats just a Holy Ghost
[01:54.220]This aint even close too the range that my anger goes
[01:56.989]Ive been stabbed in the back way too many ****in times
[01:59.706]Ive been trippin hopin karma comes and has you traumatized
[02:02.658]And i know all about the sick and sadistic shit you like
[02:04.800]My shoulders feelin like boulders with these devils and i
[02:07.569]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[02:10.207]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[02:12.767]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[02:15.510]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
[02:18.253]Had to lose it all, to find myself
[02:20.944]Lost my heart and my soul and my health
[02:23.556]Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
[02:26.325]Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself