作曲 : Gabriel Brault Lookin at my old quotes Feeling like an old soul Talking like I know love Going through some hard stuff Voices in my head shout Things I don't wanna talk about I don't wanna go home I'll be here tomorrow I've been blaming myself for shit I can't control Wish I could drive away and get lost on the roads So don't blame me if I get ****ed up all the time Holding back so much fears feel like I'm going blind One step too steep tilting over Two steps I slip I'm not sober Three steps bad trip no going back Gotta get back up fore I fade to black Baby I've been messed up in my head for a while Hope you can understand I'm not trying to pretend Lately Ive been losing all my friends I've been trying to commit but I don't know if I can last long enough Long enough Long enough She tell me she love me Maybe she could be crazy So many bitches are She just be sending hearts She independent as **** She send my heart into lockdown Can't open up 'cause I'm too proud She told me someday I will know how Baby don't you dare go breaking my heart Let me stay here hanging down from the stars Don't send me all the way down to the start I still hate that part I'l break my guitar The power of love is destructive and dark And these days it never lasts So it's hard to stay sober when we re all depressed I don't feel nothing when I walk on broken glass The truth suits you better than a suit suits me I wonder if you'll pack up your bags and leave I'm scared to go further I've never been better But things aren't always the way they seem the way they seem the way they seem Save me I've been messed up in my head I will likely end up dead Gloomy Sundays never end Smell your perfume all over my bead I've been trying to commit but I don't know if I can last long enough Long enough Long enough