All my life I've been selling the truth of a lifeless soul All my life I've been waiting for something to lead me home You haven't seen what I saw17 months a year when it rained By all the power in me I do what I have to now Rolling out of my bed I still can't find the truth I've been searching for Going back instead I shot my eyes Dream who I could be once more They see the trouble with me is that I'm one who knows But I just don't understand Rolling back my head I think I've learned that I do wanna live again All my friends They've been telling me you are a kindred soul All my friends If they only knew who I was before but They haven't been where I've been17 months a year That's such a normal place I don't wanna live in fear Rolling out of my bed I still can't find the truth I've been searching for Going back instead, I shot my eyes Dream who I could be once more They see the trouble with me is that I'm one who knows But I just don't understand Rolling back my head I think I've learned that I do wanna live So I tried to go on Still I'd like to go on in this world Well, that's life, we go on Life will go on in this world Rolling out of my bed I still can't find the truth I've been searching for Going back instead, I shot my eyes Dream who I could be once more And they see the trouble with me is that I'm one who knows But now I understand Rolling back my head I think I've learned that I do wanna live again Still wanna live again All my life I've been telling the truth of a lifeless soul All my life I've been waiting for something to lead me home