every morning i wake up dreaming that it could be just another new beginning i hope i wish and then i keep on dreaming not until the following morning is finally coming it's too late to regret that not a thing has ever changed then i would do it all over again from the start of it all i'd do it again i look into the mirror trying to see a new me but every time all I see is a man with a strange face staring back at me from the inside this fucking disease is killing me slowly bit by fucking bit this disease devours me bit by bit i'm being torn to pieces i'm lost and i've lost complete control of myself can't find a place to rest so my body is gonna keep moving on until the day I fall to the ground stop me now someone stop me now the check point is near i smell it in the air let's take a look at the map it ought to be right there why am i not there yet just take a look at the map i once believed i can make it out alive but instead, i tear myself in pieces and so I do it all over again over and over and over again i'm lost and I've lost complete control of myself can't find a place to rest so my body is gonna keep moving on and on until the day I fall to the ground (every single thing i do comes back and sickens myself, everyone i knew turn their backs against me) i'm so sick of this shit i can't see from where i'm standing someone please get me out this all had better be over better be over better be over or I'll hit the floor it has gotta be over gotta be over gotta be over someone make me stop The more I fight The deeper I fall The more I fight The deeper I fall