Why do i feel bad again

I shouldn't be sad or miss a grin
Doubt creeps in and doubt creeps out
Skews the view from my cloud
Troublemaker tempting fate
Questioning the path i take
Showing me the twists and turns
The forks and points of no return

I would hold my breath so long
To wash ashore where i belong

Broken roses on the steps
Like promises i never kept
Promises i never made
But could have honored anyway
Tied to years  slave to fears
I will always hold you dear
Tired  troubled but sincere
Wishing    f**k the rime
Wishing i had a time
To wish To wish To wish you mine

Every day i choose to spend the rest of my life with her
And every day i break the molds of lives and worlds

I already miss the things that i will never know

I will never know the things that i've already missed
I would hold my breath so long
To wash ashore where i belong

I would hold my breath so long
To wash ashore where i belong
Wash ashore where i belong